Monday 3 February 2014

my confuse love story – aman



Aj me apne bare me likhne jar aha hu jo ki mere samjh nai aata ki me apni jindgi me aage kya karu- hua yu ki me ek din ek ladki se mila uska name PALAK tha jis time me use mila tha us time mujhe usme koi interest nai tha magar ha bo mere ghar par hi aayi thi jab bo niche ja kar chote chote bacche ko padane lagi to usne upar meri taraf dekha me use pahle se dekh raha tha sayad usne mujhe kahi dekha tha bo bhi gyan deep me padti thi aur me bhi magar bo mujhe janti thi me use nai janta tha jab bo mere ghar se chali gayi to next day bo mujhe gyan deep me mili mene use turant pahchan liya aur us se bat karne ka bahana dudne laga lekin mujhe kuch na sujha aur thodi der bad mere class teacher aa gaye aur me us time apni class ka moniter tha to sir ne mujh se kaha ki aman jao pencile le aao to me gaya aur mene palak se kaha ki pencil hai us time me uska name nai janta tha usne kaha ha hai mene kaha ki sir mang rahe hai to usne turant dedi aur thodi der bad sir ne kaha ki jao eraser(rubber) le aao aur me fir usi ke pass gaya to usne mujhe robber di aur fir jab prayer start ho gayi tab me bapish karne gaya to us time uske class ke sare bache aagaye the us time me kisi bhi girl se nai bolta tha
aur jab me uski class me bapis karne gaya to sari girls mujhe dekhne lagi aman aur hamari class me aur mene usi time uska name pucha to usne kaha bad me bataungi aur fir mene use bad me pucha to usne kaha tum mera name nai jante to mene kaha janta hota to tumse kyu puchta to fir usne kaha mera name palak hai to mene kaha ohh my god kyu ki us time hamare class me ek palak mam thi jo ki bahut stick thi marti bahut thi to usne kaha me baisi nai hu aur fir kuch dino bad hamari holi ki chuuti ho gai bo fir mer ghar aayi ( uski chachi mere ghar rent par rahti thi) to bo apni chachi ke pass aati thi us ki chachi niche rahte the aur bo upar aayi meri muumy ko namste bola aur upar chali gayi fir thidi der bad me aa gaya aur mer muh par rang laga hua tha to me upar saf karne gaya to mene dekha palak upar pahle se hai to mene rang lia aur lagane chal dia bo kahti hai pls. rang mat lagana mujhe ran se elergy hai to mene gulal lia aur laga dia fir bhi bo kahne lagi mene mana kia tha mene kaha to ka hua gulul hai fir hu bate karne lage aur firr kuch dino bad hamari padai start thi mene us se kaha ki padne jarur aana us ne kaha me nai aa paugi mene kaha tumhe meri kasam ho to usne kaha dekhungi to fir bo padne aayi me bahut khuss hua ki bo aayi hai hamara naya course ta to ab hum sab sath baidne lage aur bat karne lag eek din muhje uski friend ne bataya ki tum palak se love mat karma mene pucha kyu to usne kuch nai kaha
fir mene palak se kaha ki bo aisa kyu kah rahi thi to palak ne mujhse kaha ki me kisi aur se pyr karti hu to mene us ka name pucha to usne kaha ki bo mere ghar ke pass ka hai uska name GOLU hai aur me usase abhi bat nai kar rahi hu to mene use samjhaya ki tum us se bat karo aur mene us se bat karma kam kardi aur akele me rone laga ki men eek aisi ladki se love kai jo pahle se kisi se pyar karti hain to me ab paresan ho gaya aur padai se man hat gaya na padta na homework karta ab sab mujh se kahne lage tujhe kya hua hai to mene apne khas dosto ko bata dia ki kya bat hai aur kese bhi kar ke meri aur palak ki bat glou ko pata chal gai mujhe nai pata tha ki golu kaun hai bo aaya aur mujh me thhappad mar ke cxhala gaya mujhe ye bhi nai pata tha ki ye kyu hua firr jab ye bat palak ko pata chali to usne mujhe bataya ki bo golu tha aur deep ke bahar mila mene aur mere dist one use mara aur firr kuch dino bad hum palak chupke se bat karna start hua aur fir golu mere pass aaya aur kaha dekh tu baccha hai mujhe palak ke latter dikhaye jisme likha tha ki golu me tumhare bin nai rah sakti to mujhe laga ki golu sahi kah raha hai palak isase hi love karti haito mene palak se bat karma band karr di to usne mujh se kaha mujh par bilive karo me tum se love karti hu mene kaha dik hai magar golu ke pass tumhara latter tah so usne kaha bo purana hoga
mene kaha PALAK tum se love to me mene PALAK se kaha kit um ne ek aise ladke se pyarr ki jo tumse kam se kam 5 year bada hai to bo kahti hai ki me use sirf chahti hu bo mujhe love karta hai mene kaha to usne mujhe mara kuy to firr PALAK ne mujh se kaha mene jab se tum se bat karma start ki hai tab se us golu se bat nai ki aur uska chota bahi yahi padta hai usne mujhe tum se bat karte hye dekh liya hai aur usne jaa kar golu se kah dia ho ga fir mene socha ki me ab usse bataunga mujhe nai pata tha ki golu kitna bada gunda hai mujhe next day gyan bhi karta hum agar minjh se jyada tumhe love golu karta hai fir hum kam kam bat karne lage to kuch dino bad hum fir ek dusre se bat karne lage achanak last period me PALAK ne mujh se kaha ki aman mujghe tum se bat karni hai to me bahar aa gaya aur fir PALAK mujh se kahti hai kit um sandhya se love karte ho sandhya bo thi jise me pale like karta tha aur bo mujhe like karti ye mujhe nai pata tha to bo mujhse kahti hai I hate u to me apni class me bapis nai gayaaur aopna hath boad me mar mar kar khun nikal liya jab PALAK ne mera hath dekha to kaha ki lo ye rumal aur apne hath par badh lo to mene nai lia to usne kudh badh diya aur kaha pagal ho mene kaha ha hu aur bo chali gayi usne mujhe samjhya ki aman me tmhe pyar karti hu aur hamesa karti rahungi aur yahi bat sayad golu se kahti hogi kuch dino bad mujhe golu fir aaya apne ladke le kar aur mar kar chala gaya me sant raha aur fir PALAK ne golu se kah dia ki me aman se pyar karti hu
PALAK bus se aati hti to golu ne uske ghar ke bahr ja kar khada ho gaya aur PALAK ko bada kar apni bike par le aaya ye bat mene PALAK se puchi to usne mana kar dia ki me pgolu ke sath nai aayi thi mene man lia aur golu ne mujh se kaha ki PALAK se mujhe koi matlab nai hai tu uske sath kuch bhi kar ye bat mene PALAK se kaha to PALAK kahti hai ki me aur meri didi uske ghar par sikayt kar ke aaye the ki bo mujhe paresan karta hai to hum fif bahut sari bat karn lage bus skul me hi bat karte the lekin ab golu ka bhai jyada bolne laga ki ise mere bhai ne mara tha to mene uske bhai me mar laga di ton golu fir apne ladke le kar mujhe marne aaya aur mujh kaha tu sabal ja na bahut marunaga mene tujh se pahle kah dia ki tu PALAK ka kuch bhi kar me tujh se kuch nai kahunga aur kal PALAK ke ghar buss nai gayi to auto se aa rahi thi to golu ne auto rukba kar auto mr baid gaya aur PALAK se kahne laga ki me PALAK tum se bahut pyar karta hu ye bat PALAK ne mujhe batai mere ye samjh nai aata ki me kya karu agar me PALAK se kah bhi du ki PALAK tum golu se love karlo to me uske bina nai jee sakta aur me ab ye skul chhod kar jar aha hu to kya PALAK mujh se love karti rahegi pls meri help karo me aage kya karu mujh batana jarur me aage kya kar my id is    yadavPALAKlove@rediffmail.com

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