hii..frnds .. me shanaya hu…aj me apko jo shear karne ja rehi hu mujhe nhi pata ki ye luv srty hai ya kuch or…fir v ye meri zindagi se juri ek stry hai jisme pyar hai….class 10 tak me ek girls scl me padai ki..uske bad me dusre ek scl me ayi jaha grls or boys 7 padhte the…. sab kuch neya tha….magar mere purane scl se kuch grls v usi scl me admission liya tha to unlogo k sath pehle dosti ho gyi… scl k dusre din me prayer k liye bas nikal hi rehi thi ki achanak se ek ladka mujhe dhakka mara…wase usne anjane me hi mara tha…jo v ho dosto usse mere nakhun ko chot lag gyi ..gussa v a gaya…or to or kamine ne sry v nehi kaha….dhire dhire usse meri dosti huyi…pata chala uska na uska nam Rehan hai….ek ek aisa ladka tha jiske zindagi me tension nam ka koi chiz hi nhi tha..hamesha dusro ko hasata tha or unke khusi me apni khusi dhud leta tha….dil ka sachha tha…or to or wo pyaar pe yakin rakhta tha…..aare haan pyaaar!!! mere liye to ye meaning less tha…kyun ki mere bht sare frnds k dil tute hai pyar k liye…to mjhe iss se nafrat thi..dhire dhire mere or rehan me dosti badti gyi..uska ek gf v thi,Tania,,iss ladki ko me pahchanti thi…
ye taniya ek sath 3 4 ladko ko ghumane ka talent rakhti thi…dusre scl me padhti thi…dusri taraf me koi ladka chhere to uska pitai kar deti thi….dhire dhire mjhe uha bht frnds mil gye…bach pan se hi mjhe pata nhi q har koi kisi ka pyar mila hai..har koi mjhe pasand kare hai….sayed isliye ki me sabse jaldi ghul mil jati hu….rehan taniya ko bht chata tha magar uske talent k bare me wo bekhabar tha….fir jab use sachhai ki pata chala us ladki ne use chhor diya…..ek bat to me bata na hi vul gyi ki me or rehan ab best frnds ban chuke the….din mahina bit gya or ekdin pata chala ki use dubara pyaar ho gya…to hum sab dost uske pyaar ka nam jan ne k liye bekar the…sab se jaiya jan ne ki khowais to meri thi..q ki me uske sabse jaida kareeb thi….or dil se chahti thi ki use isbar uska pyaar jarur mile..hum sab frnds har roj puchh te the use magar lakh koshis o k bad v batata tha nhi..sirf ye bolta tha ki w”"ki wo mera dost hai..or mujhe us se mohabbat hai..magar me ye bat janta hu ki wo mjhe pyar nhi karti hai”"”…hum sare frnds gusse se lal ho jate the..are yar batane me kya hai..bol k to dekh….kabhi kabhi me us ladki k bare me gusse se bura vala kej deti thi…..rehan jaise har kisi k sath majak karta tha waise hi karta tha….mjhe bat bat me kahta tha ki ek bat bolu…me kaha kya bla ki lv u….me kahti thi to ja na use bol….kahta tha ki nasib kharab hai….
aise hi chalta gha…..hum dono har roj kavi tffn leke to kavi us unknown ladki ko leke ladai karte the…uske sath ladai or rat ko msg na karke mjhe to nind v nhi ati thi…. ek din chemistry practical clas me gyi to mera ek frnd ne bola ki shanaya ek kahani sunogi? bla k kya yar bol…kaha ki ekladki haj jo ekladka ki bht achhi dos hai or ladka usse pyaar kar baitha..to me kaha ki smpl bol do us ladki ko…usne kaha ki tujhe avi v samajh nhi aya? me boli ki nhi…usne kaha ladki kon hai pata hai? me boli kon?me? usne bola haan…to me ne ask ki ladka kon hai? ab mjhe kya pata tha ki kon hai..q ki scl ki ek loti ladki thi jis ke pas jaida se jaida proposal ate the or har bar reject karto thi.. magar is bar pata chala ki wo ladka rehan hai…mjhe laga ki me sapno me hu…q ki maine kavi aisa socha v nhi tha…mjhe to usse pyaar tha hi nhi…rehan khud nhi chahta tha ki me ye janu…q ki mjhe ye sab pasand nhi tha or use laga ki me usse bat nhi karunggi…..ye soch k ussne mjhse agle do mahine bat nhi ki…or mujhe uski kami har pal sata rehi thi..har bat me uski yaad a rehi thi….q ki uske bina to me kavi thi hi nhi….mse use bht miss kar rehi thi….or wo janab ko ye laga ki me thik hu….or kahi teacher ko complain na kardu is dar se usne bat nhi ki…ab ye use kon samjhaye ki me use miss kar rehi hu…..
kuch v ho jaye hum dos hai..magar hum to ek clas me rahte huye v ajnabi ban chuke the….wo mjhe ignor karta tha…..ek din jake usko achhe se clas liya..to wo firse mjhse bat karne lage…me bohooot khush thi….iss bar me dhire dhire rehan me chhupa us pyar ko jana….aisas huya ki mjhse wo pyar karta hai….hamari dosti dhire dhire gahri hoti gyi…me har roj usko dekhti thi kis tarah se apne feelings ko chhupake mjhse dosti niva ja raha hai…sayad iss bar me apna bst frnd rehan ko nhi ..me ek lvr rehan ko jan ne lagi thi…pata nhi kab hum dono larai jhagra karte karte itna close ho gaye…..sayad mjhe usse pyar ho gya hai..uske pyar se pyar ho gya… magar is pyar ko hote hote mjhe 1½ sal lag gya….ye aisas bas kuch dino se mahsus kar rehi hu….wo mjhse hamesha kahta tha”pata hai shAnaya jab tu kisi se pyaar karegi na tab dekhna batana kitna mushkil hota hai”" me stupid ki tarah has deti thi….tu sahi tha rehan ..har roj sochti hu ki bata du..magar fir ye sochti hu nhi rahne do final exam ho jane do…q ki mjhe tujhe khone ki dar nhi hai me janti hu ki tu mera hi hai..wase v xam khatam hone me 2 months baki hai…or xam k waja se hum bat v nhi kar rehe hai…soo xam hone tak me chup hu…fir jake tera veja fry karungge..
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