Mai Or Meri Zindagi , kabir priya – kabir Real love Story

Hello frnds,, Sb kehte hain na apne dil pr kisi ka jor nahi chalta.. to aisa hi kuch mere sath bhi hua.. To frnds suniye ye hai meri choti si pyari c or painfull story :( Last year ki hi bat hai. Fb pr mujhe kisi ne mata rani k “maa ki mahima” group me add kiya. Add kisne kiya ye to mujhe yad nahi lekin us group ka jo admin tha vo mata rani ko bahut manta tha. Or bachpan se hi mai mata rani se bahut pyar krti hu… To maine us group mein dekha ki ek ladka tha jo humesha mata rani k bare mein hi likhta tha. Uska name hai.. “rahul”…. (Srry unka real name nahi bta skti. ) to unhe mata rani ko itna mante dekha to maine unhe request send kr di. Humari dosti ho gyi. Mata rani ki bate krna, itna khush rhne wale , itne pyare hain vo ki unhe dekh k hr koi apni zindagi jeena chahega. aisa hi kuch mere sath b hua. Maine unhe btaya ki mai kisi se in past pyar krti thi to vo mujhe nahi mil ska. Unhone meri bat ko smjha or mujhe present me jeena sikhaya.. Zindagi kise kehte hain ye mujhe rahul ne hi btaya tha. sb thk chuke the mujhe smjha k lekin mujh pr sirf rahul ki bato ka asar hua tha. Isi trh bate krte krte hum close aa gye.

Or frnd se best frnd bn gye. Unke bina mera rehna imposible sa hota ja rha tha. Mai unhe apna manne lagi thi. Unse bat na hoti to ro deti thi. Lekin mai unse pyar krne lgi hun ye bat mai abi tk smj nahi pai thi. Mera ek or best frnd tha pawan. Lekin utna best nahi jitna Rahul. Pawan bhi mujhe pyar krne lga tha. To maine socha ki sbi kehte hain pyar usse kro jo tume pyar kre. To maine bina jyada soche pawan ko han krdi. or ye bat maine rahul ko b btayi or unhone mujhe ye dua di ki is bar mera dil na tute or mai pawan k sath khush rhu. Mere man mein uske liye koi jyada feelings nahi thi. Usse relation me aane se pehle maine use saf bol dia tha ki rahul meri zindagi hain or mere khush rhne ki vajah b. mai rahul ki bahut respact krti hu. Main rahul k liye pawan ko chod skti hu lekin pawan k lie rahul ko nahi. One month b ni hua tha jb mujhe pta chala ki pawan mere liye sahi nahi hai. Na hi vo caring hai or na mujhe smjhne wala. nd full atitude wala. To maine use keh diya k thik hai mujhe na to tumse koi bat krni hai or na hi kuch sunna hai. Mujhe khud pe itna fakar tha ki agr rahul mere sath hai itna pyara dost mere sath hai to mujhe koi pyar ni chahiye or koi dost ni chahiye. Meri zindagi puri ho gyi thi rahul k sath.. Fir bas mai or rahul dono khush rehne lge the. ek duje ki bahut care thi hum dono ko.

dhere dhere hum dono close hote gye or ek duje ko i love u tk bol diya krte the… kyu k oyar dono trf se tha.. chahe vo dosti wala ho… meri ek frnd thi jisse maine apne dil ki bat ki. or usne mujhe kaha ki ye dosti nahi pyar hai. mai rahul se pyar krne lgi hu ye mai jaan chuki thi. unhe chahne lgi thi. mai thodi c healthy hu or vo bahut cute se or pure dashing bhi. unki ek snap ko dekh k maine kaha ki ise dekh k to mai tumse pyar krne lgungi to unhone mujhe kaha bs thodi c slim ho jao fir koi bat nahi… or mai bahut khush ho gyi thi is bat se… kuch din bad bina ye soche ki humari dosti ka kya hoga maine unhe keh dia ki mai unse bahut pyar krne lgi hu. lekin vo kehte ki unhone mujhe humesha apna best frnd hi mana hai. mai us din bahut toot gyi thi. kyu k koi mere sath hai ya nahi isse mujhe koi frk ni padta tha lekin kahi rahul mujhe chod k na chale jaye is bat se mai bahut dar gyi thi. lekin unhone mujhe kaha ki hum always dost bn kr rhenge….. humesha ki trh humari bat hoti thi. or kai bar mujhe kehte ki plzz thoda slim ho jao.. lekin maine unki is bat pe gaor ni kia kbi… fir vo kehte the ki unse kisi ka past tolrate ni hoga or mera to do k sath tha. :’( lekin belv me frnds maine 1st time apni limits ko cross krke pyar ni kiya tha.. or secnd time b rahul k lie pawan ko chod dene ka hosla tha mujhme.

fir mere dil mein unhone apne liye badti feelings ko dekh kr apna decisn change kr liya. unhone dhere dhere mujhe bat krni kam kr di. or aaj mai unke msg ki call ki wait krti rhti hu lekin unka kbi koi msg ni ata. agr mai msg krti hu to kehte hai kya bat kru smj ni aata unhe. kai bar mujhe dant b dete hain lekin mai hu ki unke bina jeena sikh hi ni pati. plzzz frnds ab ap hi mujhe bataiye ki mai aisa kya kru jisse vo mujhe mil jaye. kyu ki maine to jb se vo mujhe mile hain tb se aaj tk unke bina jeene ka sapne mein b nahi socha tha.. mai janti hu frnds ki mera past tha pehle lekin jb mujhe ye ehsas hua ki meri zindagi sirf rahul hai to vo mujhe smj kyu ni pa rhe. humesha yhi kehte hain ki agr pyar ho b gya dono me to shaadi ni krwa payenge.. or puri bat btate b nahi hain. ye hai meri story… plzz btaiye mai kya kru jisse vo mere pyar ki kadar kren or mujhe wapis mil jayen.. plzzzz plzzz tell me frndss…. :’( I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT RAHUL :’